Take That - Holding Back The Tears

I kind of keep asking myself little questions 
Like where do I go from here 
I seem to keep loosing track of time and how long it`s been 
Since I last had you near 

Been a painful road to a door that`s closed 
Been a gamble that I knew I couldn`t win 
Been a lonely conversation to this photograph of you 
In the mirror there`s a sing I must give in 

So I`m not holding back the tears anymore 
tryin` escape the heartache, tryin` escape emotion 
No I`m not holding back the tears anymore 
Yesterday`s my memory reminding me of all the time 
I depended on you 

I used to enjoy spending my time on my own here 
Watching the jaded people pass 
Now here I am sharing their pain and their lonely tears 
And walking a road of broken glass 

It`s a constant fight to get through each day and night 
It`s a war between the present and the past 
And the face that`s in your mind every time you close your eyes 
What`s the reason, what`s the answer, how long will this last 

So I`m not holding back the tears anymore 
tryin` escape the heartache, tryin` escape emotion 
No I`m not holding back the tears anymore 
Yesterday`s my memory reminding me of all the time 

Been a long time since I heard your last goobdye 
Still I hear it clearly every day and night 
What`s the point in love when you have to give it up 
Yet still you need it and it`s nowhere you can find 

So I`m not holding back the tears anymore 
tryin` escape the heartache, tryin` escape emotion 
No I`m not holding back the tears anymore 
Yesterday`s my memory reminding me of all the time 
I depended on you